My Head

Ah, my head. This is a very strange place, I assure you. Before you ask, yes I do plan on getting a full phyciatric examination before I reach the age of 30. Also tons of therapy. I highly doubt any of this will work because I am a crazy person.

I have been having nightmares lately, vivid and very long. I have written a few down and am busy posting these unconscious epics on my other blog, Published By Chapter. In all of these horrific night visions I am the person being injured beyond belief and nobody comes to the rescue. What this says about me, I have no idea. My poor teddy bear has been repaired several times this week. I am sorry Pandora :[

I have also taken to writing down every thought that passes through my head. It is very weird. I did this in English class a few days ago and gave it to my friend Delaina. She apparently hung it on her bedroom wall. It made me feel quite special. I shall put an example of this craziness at the end of this blog.

My grandmother was apparently crazy. I bet it skips a generation or one of my mother's siblings is cuckoo or something like that. Oh well. I have accepted there is something wrong with me.

My thoughts...

Aah I'm loosing Internet connection! Shittles! Oh bother I just swore on the Internet! I wish my j key wasn't sticking. JJJJJ!!! I love Diana from Next to Normal but I like Natalie's songs better. Oh man skirts! Ugh. There goes Mike again, thinkin' we all died. I wonder why. I am very much alive. Today. RAWR! Tehe. That's what I put in my Skype status every time I'm on my period. I guess as a sort of warning for Sam or something. I've never snapped at him really, but oh well. I still have Almost, Maine on my bedside table. I bet Sam wants that back. Or John. John must have tons of copies, he wrote the damn thing. It is quite magnificent though. I haven't finished my Will & Grace marathon. I <3 & they remind me of AFP. Ampersands for Amanda F*ing Palmer. She did a live web cast the other night with Evelyn Evelyn. They hate cameras though. They are conjoined twins with a rather tragic story. Bimba and Kimba. Elephant Elephant. I'll make Marie the panda. Why on earth did I ever make a heart shaped pillow with lace? I don't want anyone to leave. Have I been writing this long enough? Maybe. Monkey monkey underpants. Alanah get's the monkey. What for Grace? Possibly a wacky zebra...no. What animal strips? That would be Grace! Mystery Machine! Scooby-dooby-doo I am sick of your theme song. Drats! The game is up! Foiled again! LIES! Are we human or are we dancer? I'm dancer. A crazy dancer. Tu ne pars pas moi! Je veux toi ici! Michael! Flunk damn it! Well this was fun. Bye bye world! Puppy! Parakeets are cooler. I was leaving wasn't I? OK. Kisses! If you like to kiss then you have my permission ;] <3